A Pog is born.....

Tonight, i want to delve into the animalistic side of my submission. Hopefully this helps you understand me a bit better

When i was under Sir Iain and Sir Scott, i had these playful tendencies and pounced on them all the time.  It was then that they told me i had pup tendencies.   They named me Bowser. The name came from the villain in the Mario Brothers...... he was big and horny!!!!   (My family has a sick sense of humor and i love it)    i didn’t have a lot of training, and when i was decollared... the pup in me did not come out for a very long time.

At Master Chucks Feet

Another time at Master Chucks feet

During this time, i did a lot of thinking....and looked up at the night sky.  i instantly recognized Orion constellation.  I then saw Canis Major....the dog.  I fantasized that i would be in a relationship in which my Dom was Orion the hunter and i was his dog.  This fit my ideal Dom because a hunter tends to be masculine, strong physic, and strong mind....something that i desired.  As i pondered the constellations, i also realized that Orion was the first constellations that i ever found and consistently find.  Even to this day when i see Orion, i pause and take a deep, calming breath.

Fast-forward a few years with my times with Master Chuck and former Sir Iain.  When i spend time with them, they always turn my crank, from the leathers they wore, to the smells they produced, an even the Speedos they wore (yeah, you can blame me for the family fascination with Speedos).  Very soon, i started to Snort when i saw, heard, or smelled something that i found hot or erotic.  WALA, a pig is born.

Fast-forward even more to last night.  i was talking to Master Chuck online.  i was in a good mood.  Master Chuck and i were ‘flirting’ when a change started to happen.  As he talked more, i went from dog to pig in an instant.  Master Chuck stated that he thought i was more a pog then a dog.   A pog is a term He uses to describe a pig/dog combination...and in my case i can go back and forth easily.  However, this was not the only change that happened. 

As we talked further, i felt my mind go more animalistic and more submissive. To the point, my mind was all animal.  i felt as if i was “born” in a way, and in the pit of my stomach, i new something was right, but also anxious because IT did not know what to do.  The one thing IT did not want to do was to think.  IT was chatting with Master Chuck some more, and got its thoughts down quickly.  IT actually said to Master Chuck, that Sir could do anything to IT.  Sir wrote “ANYTHING??”  It was at this time that the duel nature of IT and boy matt co existed. IT wanted to say yes, boy matt needed to quantify this by stating that he trusted Sir to never harm IT.  Hurt,  yes... but never harm.  IT also wanted to call Sir ...Master.  However, the boy matt brain interjected and remembered Sir would never collar me.  The boy matt side started to take over.  After a few hours, IT was gone.

FUCK, i had a major moment.   and was pondering it for a wile. i felt so happy at that moment.  But not sure what will happen next or when IT will come out.

That moment, i learned something about myself.... i’m really a pog and looking forward to finding out more. about that.

On the way home from work tonight i was thinking about how i was going to write this, and realized that the Orion connection to all of this.  You see, it is probable that i may find my Hunter Orion since i am a pog, but there is also another dog or pog in my future. So the journey there is going to be very interesting.

Orion and his Dogs