Getting over fear

Getting over fear

 This has been an interesting weekend, and still processing what happened.  i will defiantly let you know and possible post pictures of it..... but in the mean time, i want to tell you of a time that i over came fear.

i was collared to Sir Scott of Toronto at the time.  One of the things he is into was needle play.  Needle play is taking hollow medical needles, and piercing the skin, either to actual pierce, or to make a design using the needles.  i wanted to experience this with Sir, however had this great fear that it would be very painful.  What didn’t help was that i heard Sirs other boy at the time go threw needle play and was screaming. (i should preface all of this by saying that i was only in leather for 1 year, and was still considered a beginner) 

Unfortunately things changed, and the Daddy became the primary Sir and Sir Scott became a secondary Sir.  Before the official change, Sir Scott and i had one last playtime as Sir/boy.

He took me to the Dungeon, and blind folded me.  As he was setting up, he was washing my skin with alcohol. Sir was also telling me some things. To be honest, i do not remember much, but at the time he grabbed my nipple, He said, “I only hurt you because I love you”.  As he finished, he pressed the needle threw my nipple.

i didn’t scream, i didn’t flinch..... i didn’t react, in fact i actually remarked, “that’s it?!?!”  Sir and i laughed.  Sir then proceeded to do more and more needles to make a design. 

He also interlaced 8 needles over the heart chakra, and in doing so, pounded the needles with his fist.  In that moment, i laughed because of the joyous moment i was experiencing.

Sir and i had a great scene for the rest of the night.

Unfortunately was my only needle play that i had, but i am hopeful i can have another one again!!!

Thank you Sir Scott for the experience!