Another Lesson in Trust

 Recently, i was up in Toronto to spend time with the family.  Before going up, i tend to try to set up play dates or ask people if they wanted to spend time with me.  i have been told i do it too much.  So Sir decided to teach me a lesson this weekend.

Before going into what happened, i should go into why i do what i do in the first place.   There have been a lot of times in my life where people forgot my birthday or didn’t recognize a special day in my life.  Also, when visiting my parents or friends, they seem to be watching TV or doing other not socializing.... so i was feeling abandoned and not appreciated.

Sooo, when i go somewhere i set these ‘dates’ up so that i would not get bored, i felt like i was getting quality time with the people i want to.  However this does not allow the other person to initiate with me those types of “dates”. 

Sir ordered me not to set any of those up.  i told him i initiated some and told Sir what has happened ( including a play date outside the family).  He stated no more.

When i got up there, i felt odd not being able to ask if anyone wanted to do anything.  Sir arrived the next day.  He asked me to do his boots, and got to bootblack his boots as well as smells the interior of Sirs new work boots (SNORT)

We then went to the bar.... and during the night, everyone in the family started to do CBT on me.  Considering that i was on cum restriction for a few days already, my cock and balls were buzzing.

The next day, was competition and at night was another bar event.  There, had even more things happen to me.  Play with a Daddy, played as a pog With Sir, and gave a demonstration of a pavlovian response to a Muscle Sir. (remember i was still on restriction, i was leaking a lot!!!!)

Then on Sunday, there was a play party at Steamworks.   Last year i was afraid to go because i didn’t think anyone would play with me and afraid to be alone.   This year, there was something in me that wanted to go, even though i knew the possibility of failure was high.   i get there, and someone came up behind me, wrapped a towel around my neck and said “its good to see you here boy”  i didn’t know who it was, but my gut instinct told me it was Sir, so i responded appropriately “ thank you Sir”.  i walked around  a bit and saw someone i knew.   i got to blow him for a little bi before he had to go.   i then got to see Iain get played with.  When he came, i whimpered because i wanted some of his cum and it was being rubbed into him :-( *pout*    Sir told me to go find a cock to suck of someone i didn’t know.

so i stayed in the video room to see what i could find.  nothing happened, and i went to the whirlpool.  i was followed by someone i knew, so i was not allowed to blow him :D

i started walking around some more and didn’t see (or couldn’t see) anything that interested me.

i went back to the video room and saw Sir in Leathers getting serviced.  Sir ordered me over.  What happened next i was stunned.  i was played with by Sir and a Daddy.

SNORT, was hand bound and put underneath a rim chair, and was tickled and stomped wile rimming Sir and the Daddy.

FUCK THAT WAS HOT

After the weekend was done, Sir and i talked and was told to remember this weekend.  When i stop asking to do things, people will start to ask me instead!!!

This lesson was learned; however, this will be very hard me to do.  IT is a routine i must unlearn.

WOOOF, that was a fun weekend!!!!!!