The Day that my Leather World stood still

i promised to catch you up to date, and here is my first in a few that I will be working on.

The Day that my Leather World stood still

 It happened on August 1st, 2012.  i was working the morning shift, and everything felt fine.  On the way home,  i grabbed some dinner on the way home and drove to my apartment.  When i got there, something didn’t feel right.  i walked up the stairs, and noticed my door open.  i didn’t think I left the door like that, and on closer examination, noticed that the door jam was busted in.  Needless to say my anxiety went through the roof.  i went into my apartment, and saw that the TV was gone, a computer monitor was gone, my PS3 that i earned threw work was gone as well as the controllers, also my laptop my former Sir gave me with some Leather family pics that were only on it were gone,  and my place was ransacked.  i called the police.

When they came, they dusted for prints and could not find any good working prints since most of them were on porous surfaces.  When they left, i called maintenance to fix my door so i can lock it. They came and fixed it.  i called work to call in the next day, and called my parents…and my mom was coming out the next day to help clean up.

i was starting to calm down, and wanted to look for my Family lock.  The family lock was given to me to ware as being part of Master Chuck’s Leather Family, as well as a protection lock (i am currently mentored and protected by Master Chuck).  i value it like i would a collar, it means a lot to me.

After looking, i came to the realization:  The Family lock was stolen!!!

This was the straw the broke the camel’s back.  i broke down, and broke down hard.  i was terrified to tell Master Chuck, i felt like it was my responsibly that the Family lock was stolen.

i called Master Chuck, and threw the tears, i  told Him.  He told me that the lock was easily replaced, but was grateful that i was physically safe and sound.  i broke down HARD.  i felt  absolved from what happened and now was able to move on.

In late August 2013, i received the replacement Family Lock from Master Chuck and really happy to have it.

One thing that i learned is that despite the specialness that the Lock (or Collar) brings, what is more important was my relationship with Master Chuck.  The relationship is the reason why it works (despite my setbacks that i create :p) and the lock is only the representation of that.

Thank you for taking the time to read this part of my life.

boy matt

First Time Bootblacking in 2 years

Hello everyone,

  i hope everyone had a good holiday this past weekend!

i went to visit a Leather Couple who host Thanksgiving at their house.  Also, that Saturday was a Leather United event.  i asked if I could volunteer to bootblack, and was told that it would be great.

Before the event, my head was spinning already of that i should not do it, i am not good enough,  etc…  the typical mind games that tend to happen to me.  However, i got myself into getting ready and went to the bar.

When i got there, and got set up…. it was odd looking at my station and starting to feel the familiarity of the scene and started to feel better.  i started to sharpen the grease pencils and position myself to get ready. And soon enough, i was ready.

Waiting or the first customer is always the hardest.  There was a slave bear taking pics and wanted one of me getting ready.  Well, i figured it be better if he was on my stand and doing his boots while he took the pics….but it ended up from going from a photo op, to actually doing his boots.  It was these nice red-brown grease boots that when I was done, had this warm feeling from them.  i looked at them and astonished that i was still able to make boots look great.

Next were these over the calf, hard polish boots.  i started to work on them, and explaining what i was doing since the person wearing them was borrowing the boots, and was learning what I was doing to take care of the boots.  The brush and flannel buffing started to feel more familiar the more i kept using it and soon enough, everything started to feel familiar.

After doing those boots, my shoulders were really sore…. it HAS been a long time since public bootblacking (two years in fact) and commented to a friend that it was a while.

As the night went on, time became distilled, and the next thing I know it was 11pm (3 hours after i started).  i went into my service/sub space without realizing it, the bar disappeared, the noise disappeared, and it was me and the boots…. and yet I still had to force myself to talk, despite being happy doing the boots.

By the end of the night, i was very tired (and hungry) and was happy.  i hope i am able to bootblack again soon, i have missed doing it.

Long time

Hello,
  sorry i have been away for such a long time, over the next month, will bring you back to date as well as some new discoveries that have been made.

thank you for your patience

boy matt

SLAGMEN weekend

Want to pass this along, i am hoping to go...depending on my job.

Registration is now open for our our annual August Cabin / Camping Leather Denim Run – a casual, friendly social week (or weekend) at an isolated camp an hour north of Sudbury. With a Cabin 4 equipped with various loaner equipment to try out, plus other areas to do what you like with, it’s a great time to connect with other leather and adventurous guys of all levels, with no pressure to do anything other than what you want to do with your time there.

This year, it’s Aug. 16 to 23, 2012 -- Thursday to Thursday. We have 4 large cabins, that sleep up to 24 guys, with single and double beds. You can come for the full week, just the weekend, or whatever combo you want. Cost is $130 for the weekend, or $290 for the full week – which is a great deal, considering it includes the camp site, all meals, and space in a cabin with bedding provided.

There’s propane fridges and stoves, full running water, showers, and lights in the cabins. There is no electricity, but arrangements can be made for anyone with C-pap or other electrical needs. More details about the run facilities here.

To download our run application please click here.

My Impersonation of an Ewok

As ordered, here is the pic of me.  This was given to me by Sir Scott's boys. i look like an Ewok ;-P

Wicket, eat your heart out!!!

Another Lesson in Trust

 Recently, i was up in Toronto to spend time with the family.  Before going up, i tend to try to set up play dates or ask people if they wanted to spend time with me.  i have been told i do it too much.  So Sir decided to teach me a lesson this weekend.

Before going into what happened, i should go into why i do what i do in the first place.   There have been a lot of times in my life where people forgot my birthday or didn’t recognize a special day in my life.  Also, when visiting my parents or friends, they seem to be watching TV or doing other not socializing.... so i was feeling abandoned and not appreciated.

Sooo, when i go somewhere i set these ‘dates’ up so that i would not get bored, i felt like i was getting quality time with the people i want to.  However this does not allow the other person to initiate with me those types of “dates”. 

Sir ordered me not to set any of those up.  i told him i initiated some and told Sir what has happened ( including a play date outside the family).  He stated no more.

When i got up there, i felt odd not being able to ask if anyone wanted to do anything.  Sir arrived the next day.  He asked me to do his boots, and got to bootblack his boots as well as smells the interior of Sirs new work boots (SNORT)

We then went to the bar.... and during the night, everyone in the family started to do CBT on me.  Considering that i was on cum restriction for a few days already, my cock and balls were buzzing.

The next day, was competition and at night was another bar event.  There, had even more things happen to me.  Play with a Daddy, played as a pog With Sir, and gave a demonstration of a pavlovian response to a Muscle Sir. (remember i was still on restriction, i was leaking a lot!!!!)

Then on Sunday, there was a play party at Steamworks.   Last year i was afraid to go because i didn’t think anyone would play with me and afraid to be alone.   This year, there was something in me that wanted to go, even though i knew the possibility of failure was high.   i get there, and someone came up behind me, wrapped a towel around my neck and said “its good to see you here boy”  i didn’t know who it was, but my gut instinct told me it was Sir, so i responded appropriately “ thank you Sir”.  i walked around  a bit and saw someone i knew.   i got to blow him for a little bi before he had to go.   i then got to see Iain get played with.  When he came, i whimpered because i wanted some of his cum and it was being rubbed into him :-( *pout*    Sir told me to go find a cock to suck of someone i didn’t know.

so i stayed in the video room to see what i could find.  nothing happened, and i went to the whirlpool.  i was followed by someone i knew, so i was not allowed to blow him :D

i started walking around some more and didn’t see (or couldn’t see) anything that interested me.

i went back to the video room and saw Sir in Leathers getting serviced.  Sir ordered me over.  What happened next i was stunned.  i was played with by Sir and a Daddy.

SNORT, was hand bound and put underneath a rim chair, and was tickled and stomped wile rimming Sir and the Daddy.

FUCK THAT WAS HOT

After the weekend was done, Sir and i talked and was told to remember this weekend.  When i stop asking to do things, people will start to ask me instead!!!

This lesson was learned; however, this will be very hard me to do.  IT is a routine i must unlearn.

WOOOF, that was a fun weekend!!!!!!

Arrived in Canada

.... and pog got a christmas present   A CHEW TOY!!!!!!

pog with a chew toy